I have come to realize, regardless of the circumstance, it's generally met with peace and acceptance, that it's the littlest things, the littlest moments, the littlest things you brought into the world that give you peace in those final moments.
And I definitely know that, in my case -- in my situation -- it would be very dangerous for me to start sort of leaking down that dark path of assumption, particularly given the circumstance that I'm in right now in my career.
しかし 状況がどうであれ その人の最期という ほんの短い時間の中で やってあげられる本当に小さなこと その人を安心させてあげるという 取るに足らないような小さなことこそ 人の最期に平安と運命の受容を もたらすのだ と思い知ったのです 